Ye Meng, a female essayist, has been growing up since the 1980s. She has experienced the New Era Essay, through the subject transformation from parent's love, marriage and family to the life consciousness and experience of modern women. She turned out to be a prominent representative of writing female life experience and consciousness. In essay circle there used to be a "Ye Meng Trend" which had a great influence on essays in New Era, and famous essayist and critic Liu Xiqing addressed her as "the symbol of the end of Old Essay and the beginning of New Essay". This paper, from the female criticism aspect, detailedly sheds light on "female mystery" and "human mystery" to summarize her unique female choice of life- female unique choice of life enjoys the happiness of full life through creation, in the limited human life.The body of this paper is divided into two episodes. Episode 1 explores Ye Meng's idea of female mystery through the pure "woman in white". Ye Meng firstly overthrows male-centered narration and models an ideal life-full female image who she considers to be the real "ego" of the female. In order to fulfill this ideal "ego" image, she then adopts deeper research on its clear character identity from female unique life experience and superiority. "Showing a new kind of female beauty" reflects "the superorganic rational beauty from female life experience". Episode 2 researches the cold "woman in black" for Ye Meng's idea of human mystery. Through the holiness of human life and death and its horror meaning of "vanity", Ye Meng holds her unique recognition of people: Human being is holy with respect and free in mind. She always attaches to herself and never gives up."In fact, Ye Meng's thought to humanism has no doubt directed her "self-construction" of women. Therefore, human being is holy, and human will never gives up. A woman is an individual as equal and different with a man. Her choice of life naturally attached to procedure of her life. During this procedure, she creates not only her spirit and makes her mind full, but also her life. Because of the created life, women can enjoy her continued happiness. In on word, a woman has to locate the meaning of her life on creation of life procedure. That is to say, a woman can win a "full" and "beautiful" life procedure.The meanings of the research of Ye Meng's female choice of life have two main points: First, it has broken through the routine of the "self-construction" of the ideal... |