"Leave" Or "Return"

This thesis tried to perspective the lifeline of the versatility authoress,XiaoHong based on the writing she remained.She experienced series of flights in her short life, stoped until dead.Through those flights without a stop, the vortex of "leave"or'return" badgered with her all along, turned into a locked congeal she could never avoid.This thesis will analyse xiaohong's condition which in a dilemma,through her writings.Her novels was the illusory dream she relied on finally in her dilemma.Her proses was the most convenient way by which she dissected her true feelings,and her contrary emotion constant displayed in her poesy.This thesis based on the writings to analyse the contradiction deep into the soul of XiaoHong, and divided three parts:family,feeling and the strategy of writing.And it can extend the meaning into the predicament of intellective women,even if the whole estate of intellect.So the individual contradiction of XiaoHong can be more discussing and extending.The thesis will anatomy the contradiction of "leave"or"return" in XiaoHong through three parts at first.giving prominence to Vagrant-xiaohong's mutiny and recalling with nostalgia for family, levanter-xiaohong's cleaving andanguish for love, marginal man-XiaoHong's painstakingly alienated condiction andperplexity for mainstream saying. And then the thesis will enter by point of view of Chinese traditional culture of harmonious, analyse the general condiction of thd double losing of family and country through the culture background. Thus the flourish "nostalgia" culture actually is a spirit describing by Chinese traditional intellect who were deep into thd contradiction of "leave"or"return". Observing by this point of view, the legend about the city by the HuLan River builded by XiaoHong and traditional culture reach the same goal by different routes, they are all describing of inextricable individual value. At last the thesis focused on intellective women through China and foreign countries: according to the judgment of the contemporary feminism scholar, "captivity" or "banish" are usually the dilemma choice women have usually faced. It is," return "means "captivity", and" leave "means a kind of "banish ".The dilemma of women has been centralizedly reflected into XiaoHong. The thesis will point out LuYin and BaiWei ,prove the harass of embarrassed plight to the intellective women.